so anyways...

**demon chloe** · March 26th, 2003, 10:35 PM

I just need to vent...

It's been a long week or two. Life is so fragile.

I have always been told I have a way of looking at life through beautiful eyes and those people are right. From the way the sun comes up to the way little kids smile straight from the brain when they finally feel the lightbulb going off, to finding the good in something that is so horrific. Because there is good..in everything... Sometimes I feel very pressured by my view on life. Other times its exciting..and adventurous..and with all that its overwhelming and way more than one lone person can deal with sometimes....

Why do things happen? For a reason? ALways?

LIfe feels overwhelming right now. In so many ways. Curve balls slung at you right along with the normal fastballs clocking in at 90 plus MPH...... I can't find my zone lately... let alone the sweet spot.....

Too much bad.... some good... mixed up in way too many work busy things....and im only one person....

I miss what I felt was the norm. I miss what I felt was my zone. People come ~ people go... explanations no explanations..... real thoughts real laughs real fun no explanations no expectations ... want explanations want expectations... lifes full days get busier times get harder learning curves growth spurts

it all hurts

never doubt it

i miss my friends.... everywhere.... people are just gone

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**demon chloe** · March 26th, 2003, 10:46 PM

long busy day
tired up late
kids noisy
pressure from principal
pressure from myself
pressure from the bored kid on the left
pressure to keep the kid on the right from yelling
good music
driving home
not paying attention
saw a robin
reo speedwagon
tom petty
jars of clay
pheasant!!!!! soaring
bright!
blue sky ...means hope

always have hope

always

**sculpey** · March 26th, 2003, 11:05 PM

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size=2 face="Tempus Sans ITC, Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><table border="0" width="90%" bgcolor="#333333" cellspacing="1" cellpadding="0"><tr><td width="100%"><table border="0" width="100%" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" bgcolor="#FF9900"><tr><td width="100%" bgcolor="#0C6C50"><font size=2 face="Tempus Sans ITC, Verdana, Arial">i miss my friends.... everywhere.... people are just gone</font></td></tr></table></td></tr></table></BLOCKQUOTE>

And a lot of us are still here.

**SummerStorm** · March 26th, 2003, 11:15 PM

awwwwwww chloe*hugs you soooooo tight * my beauty.YOu know I'm always around ifn you need me....you gots my email....and you knwo where to find me should I be online*hugs you sooooo tight*Luvs ya lots n lots [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img]

**Blazey** · March 27th, 2003, 01:50 AM

People change....life changes...we are here..we arent here..but one thing will never change..im only a stroke of the key away..a push of a button...a phone line away...i have a small little slip of paper...somone sent it to me..almost 2 years a go...it sits on my desk..has since the day i got it..it meant so much to me...and im going to share it...<center><img src=http://webpages.charter.net/blaze627/lil%20sign.jpg></center>

those little things mean so much.... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

**demon chloe** · March 27th, 2003, 02:05 AM

I made that...

yeah..i love you lots... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] ...always have and will... [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

**demon chloe** · March 27th, 2003, 02:06 AM

[img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] freckle [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

**SummerStorm** · March 27th, 2003, 02:22 AM

awwwwwwww you two are soooooooooooo sweet [img]graemlins/kiss.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/rose.gif[/img] [img]graemlins/heart.gif[/img]

GhostWolf · March 27th, 2003, 07:52 AM

People meet, friends greet,
After time we all feel like meat.

Promises to stay, promises to write,
It never happens, who's wrong. who's right?

They say life is good, makes us reach starward,
Yet if so good, why is live, evil backward?

There are sad times, there are good times,
Times that are dark, times that we shine.

If nothing else we must learm to hold on,
for there are those who stay and are never gone.

Those who show when the light is dim,
those who show when we the most need them.

There are always doubts, this i know,
and on or darkest days true friends do show.

If nothing else, listen to what i say.
Live for now, love the moment, take it day by day.